All of my life, I’ve been overweight. After my first big breakup last year, I decided to change myself, for real and for the better. I started working out. First walking everyday for an hour or so. Then it got to three times a day- walking, biking, and DDR. I went from 160 lbs to 125. And I was starting to thin out and gain muscle. I was really proud of myself.

Then winter came, and I could no longer do as much as I wanted. I stopped working out as much, then altogether. I started gaining weight and I got very self conscious again. So self conscious to a point I no longer wanted to consume food. I starved myself a lot, until I got the brilliant idea to start vomiting. Thus a binge cycle erupted, and my weight rose and fell, and rose some more.

So here I am. At about 140, trying to stop the bulimia for college. I don’t want it to ruin my experience. I want to be healthy and thin, the natural way.

So in my first year of college, I plan on eating less than 1200 calories a day, and working out for at least an hour every day. I will be posting my notes here.

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